What exactly did go wrong
Ok! I have to give it, I didn’t live my life the way I would have wanted to live. More than a dozen things had to go wrong in order for me to be where I am today. And while those things were going wrong, what the hell was I doing? And how could I be so dumb not to realise those?
Now that I have made the realisation, I have to really get my head down and plan out how to fix what. I am doing better than I did before but I am not at the speed I should be at, to cover the loss of all these years, I have to plan better, play smarted and act better. Not to mention I have to give up on the bad habits like- I will do it later, I won’t be able to do it or this is not my cup of tea.
With that realised, the question now is where do I start and how?
I know one thing that my first decision is always right, be it anything, my first hunch is always right and its what I think later, is what gets me out. So this is what I am going to do – trust my instincts, trust my wisdom. You can say that the wisdom part is over ambitious but then again if not now then when?
Next would be to set up some serious goals. Both for my personal life and my professional life. I need to work on both the short term goal and the long term goals. For that I need two things have good sleep everyday and take timeout for myself. It’s important to have a good sleep to perform better everyday and I need to join some dance class or something to learn something other than what I do.
There is no doubt that I should be earning more. And yes that’s one main point earn more.
