What exactly did go wrong

Ok! I have to give it, I didn’t live my life the way I would have wanted to live. More than a dozen things had to go wrong in order for me to be where I am today. And while those things were going wrong, what the hell was I doing? And how could I be so dumb not to realise those?

Now that I have made the realisation, I have to really get my head down and plan out how to fix what. I am doing better than I did before but I am not at the speed I should be at, to cover the loss of all these years, I have to plan better, play smarted and act better. Not to mention I have to give up on the bad habits like- I will do it later, I won’t be able to do it or this is not my cup of tea.

With that realised, the question now is where do I start and how?

I know one thing that my first decision is always right, be it anything, my first hunch is always right and its what I think later, is what gets me out. So this is what I am going to do – trust my instincts, trust my wisdom. You can say that the wisdom part is over ambitious but then again if not now then when?

Next would be to set up some serious goals. Both for my personal life and my professional life. I need to work on both the short term goal and the long term goals. For that I need two things have good sleep everyday and take timeout for myself. It’s important to have a good sleep to perform better everyday and I need to join some dance class or something to learn something other than what I do.

There is no doubt that I should be earning more. And yes that’s one main point earn more.

New year and new resolutions

New year is just around the corner, and it’s time to make some resolutions. I have never been able to meet most of my resolutions so I decided not to make any this year or last year.  And things have been good. 

So my new resolutions:

1. Be more organised.
2. Workout regularly.
3. Eat good food.
4. Let your intuitions take the decisions 

Happy Independence day

64 years of Independence and we still want more freedom.

Some want freedom to protest, some want freedom to print the images of god/goddess on their tops, some want freedom from corruption and some want freedom to do what they wish. Actually what most want is more freedom for themselves, how it affect everyone is not what they care for.

So what is new for me this year, it is a holiday so that is one, apart from that ummmm… nothing much. Same goes for most of the people I know. One new thing though that I see around me on FB is the fight against corruption. And how? Kick PM out, who infact is one of the few honest.

I think most of the nation is blind to see that they themselves voted the wrong person, but Sonia Gandhi gave key power to an honest man who has failed to play politics. It’s hard to believe that we were once the most powerful and civilised country.

But do I see hope? Well there is a small light at the end of tunnel and the traffic at the back is pushing us to it. The fact is we all are corrupt and we want other not to be. Until, we can’t change our selves, I don’t think we can change the system.